20 April 2008

Anger fades

Bought some used wrestling DVDs last week and started skimming them to verify that they'd playback okay, weren't all scratched to smeg, ya know, worth the bargain I got them for. Since they were all WWE DVDs from the past five years or so, I couldn't avoid seeing glimpses of Chris Benoit.

I found it interesting that I didn't get mad. Sad yes, but not mad. I even smiled once, remembering what it felt like to be a fan before the ... unpleasantness.

My first instinct was to wince in pain though. Still, I found it an interesting change in my reaction. Dunno what it means exactly for the long term.